Exactly.
I'm going to actually try and change things now. I'm putting forth an effort for the first time in my life. Dedicating. I've asked Reagan to mentor me. It's his class that gave me my revelation.
He's said yes.
I'm supposed to be the strong spiritual leader in my relationship, but I'm an all around weakling. And I know Mick won't marry me until I become the leader she's supposed to submit to.
God, that may be a selfish motive, but take me. Help me to become that leader. Help me to be honest with Reagan. Give me a desire to know you closer.
Help me to keep my hands off Mick. You know I need that.
I guess
I KNOW this is a turning point in my life. That's just not for dramatic effect. I say guess too often.
God, help me to be less indecisive. Give me your guidance. Show me that I'm a new creation in you, not bound by my sin, personality, inhibitions, or desires. Give me your freedom, Lord. Make me yours.
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